On a summer morning more than eight years ago, I sat with my Bible in a
friend’s living room. My husband and I were taking my son to his university
orientation and we had spent the night with friends. Worry and fear woke me
early and I found a quiet place for prayer and time in God’s Word. I worried
about this new phase in the life of my family. What if the university refused
to accept the home school transcripts I had prepared? What if they refused to
grant my son his promised scholarships or even his diploma after four years of
study due to his lack of an official public high school diploma? What if my
son’s home school experience did not adequately prepare him for the rigors of
university? The “what if’s” flooded my mind and led me to the Lord.
In the quiet of the living room, I prayed and then opened my Bible to the
next reading, Psalm 20. Today I know that Psalm well, but on that morning, even
though I had probably read it before, its thoughts were new to me. They gave me
fresh hope. They gave me courage to face this giant called university after a
homeschooling experience. They reminded me that the victory belonged to the
Lord. Some boast in chariots, and some in
horses; but we will boast in the name of the Lord, our God. They have fallen;
but we have risen and stand upright. Our boast was in the Lord and I knew
that we would rise and stand upright, not because my son had a public high
school education and diploma, but because our trust was in the Lord. We had prepared
for the battle, but the final victory belonged to the Lord and that gave me the
faith to go forward with confidence.
I have prayed this prayer from Psalm 20 for my children many times
since that morning eight years ago. As they have gone forward on their own
journeys, as they have faced challenges and obstacles, as they have struggled
with conflicts and battles, I have prayed – May
the Lord answer you in the day of trouble! May He send you help from the
sanctuary, and support from Zion! May He grant you your heart’s desire, and
fulfill all your counsel! May the Lord fulfill all your petitions. I have
entrusted my children to His loving care. I have rested the full weight of my
confidence in Him. I have depended on Him alone to deliver them in their time
of need.
And He has been more than faithful. He has heard in the time
of trouble. He has protected and sent help. He has strengthened and given them
their heart’s desire. He has answered and made their plans succeed. I have sung
the psalmist’s song of praise on many occasions – We will sing for joy over your victory, and in the name of our God we
will set up our banners. Now I know that the Lord saves His anointed; He will
answer from His holy heaven. He will answer in the day we call. As Lawrence
O. Richards states, “When God can surely
do all this for us, we would be foolish not to trust Him.” May we continue
to put our full confidence and trust in the One who lifts us to stand upright.
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